80

142 down, 80 more to go;

80 more and then it is finished;

80 more and it will be done.

A lot can be done in 80 days;

A lot can happen in 80 more.

However, it will not be so;

However, nothing will come of it,

A slow fade to the end;

A slow slip into oblivion.

I have fought all I can;

I have scars and pains that will last until the end.

The future looks bleak to me;

There is no future for me;

Death is coming and it is something that I cannot bare.

I wish I could have more;

I wish that there would be a future.

But I know the time is upon me;

I know that future is set without me.