142 down, 80 more to go;
80 more and then it is finished;
80 more and it will be done.
A lot can be done in 80 days;
A lot can happen in 80 more.
However, it will not be so;
However, nothing will come of it,
A slow fade to the end;
A slow slip into oblivion.
I have fought all I can;
I have scars and pains that will last until the end.
The future looks bleak to me;
There is no future for me;
Death is coming and it is something that I cannot bare.
I wish I could have more;
I wish that there would be a future.
But I know the time is upon me;
I know that future is set without me.
